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[04 Aug 2009|01:31am] |
well, i'm late but it's worth a shot anyway. it's most definitely worth the time and the effort but here it goes. yesterday was your 22nd birthday and i missed it. i know i shouldn't have and it was a day that happens once in your life, where you turn 22 and this specific day doesn't come ever again. i didn't mean to miss it but i'm still going to write this and post it, just because i feel like if i don't i'd just be a fucking jerk. you never really care about this kind of stuff as long as i sit there and tell you how i feel and what i feel but this is a different occasion. i want you to know that i adore you. not only are you funny but you're nice, handsome, you have an amazing personality and smile and pretty much treat me like i'd want to be treated by anyone. we started this whole thing between us in a somewhat rough way. maybe rough being the wrong word for it but it's what came to mind first, but let's just say it wasn't easy. along the way we got so much closer and things got so much easier for us to talk about and then a shit load of things came that you dealt with even i may or may have not stuck around for. thank you so much for sticking around. how does it feel to be 22 babe? i hope you know that i do have presents for you. one of them being the most important one. i wasn't here to make it official and i know you probably hate it seeing as we wanted it to be on the same day as your birthday and it'd be cute, we waited, but i honestly felt like we were official so much longer ago! so, august 3rd of 2009 is the day, i just hope your answer is still yes. i don't want to sit here and bore you, nor do i want this to be annoying, boring and long but i hope you don't hate me for missing all this and i hope you know i'm going to make it all up to you before you leave ( which by the way i don't want you to :-( ). you're amazing babe and i hope that this slightly makes up for the lack of me being around on your birthday but like i said, i plan on making it amazing when you wake up. i could sit here and keep talking about you, and how amazing you are and how i feel about you and all of this but i'll be honest i'd get so bored of writing simply because of how much i would have to say but i think you know how happy you make me and i hope you realize that i'm here to do the same for you. happy birthday, again, perfect! xo jack.
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